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  2006.12.28  00.23


FUCK THIS.

It's not bad enough that I got in a car accident, but the two people I thought I could trust more ended up stabbing me in the back. I loved those two boys like family, I've never opened up to anyone as much as I opened up to them. I told them things I've never told anyone before and I thought they considered me family and that they truley DID love me, but I was way wrong. I don't deserve this. I don't deserve to hurt like this and be lied to. You guys were suppose to be there for me. Do't ever tell me you love me,becuase you don't know what love is. Love doesn't stab you in the back. I expected better from both of you, and I hope I stop myself before ever trying to build a friendship with you both again.
Fuck that. Fuck you. This is all I'm going to say.
I hope you realize how much you both have hurt me.
I've treated you like the brothers I never had. And you shit on everything.


I wish I knew where to go from here.

 
 


 
  2006.12.24  03.08


FUUUUUUUUUUUCK!


Don't drink and drive.
You'll hit a pole,knock it over, and fuck up your car.
Especially when you have illegal shit in your car.
Damnit!


Oh yeah, and i guess my belly ring fell out when it all happend.
So I had to repierce my belly ring,which is a total BITCH.

 
 


 
  2006.12.12  02.06


It's all the mirror, mirror on the wall because beauty is power the same way money is power the same way a gun is power.

 
 


 
  2006.11.23  18.41


Honestly, I can't ask for anything else right now. I have a loving family, four people i know i can trust,someone who will go to great lengths just to make me happy, annnnd i'm getting in touch with my super super old best friend from fremont.


I CAN'T TAKE ALL THE EXCITMENT.

 
 


 
  2006.11.16  05.45


Stop talking shit on LJ.



You just look stupid.

 
 


 
  2006.10.21  18.55


"Lose one friend. Lose all friends. Lose yourself."
-Playswith Squirrels (Eric Matthews)

 
 


 
  2006.10.12  07.02


"Just love the world that won't love you back"



 
 


 
  2006.10.02  21.08


I'm so sick of the goddamn crazies.



And everyone doing stupid shit.
If you know it''s stupid then stop doing it.
End of story.

6 Flags this weekend. :)
Along with Nessa's birf-day.


I need a job.Kthx.

 
 


 
  2006.09.29  15.40


HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON <3333 I LOVE YOU.



now i'm off to Disneyland.YEYYYEYEYEYEYEYEEE

 
 


 
  2006.09.25  20.55


i fucking love my new icon.





today was pretty cool.

 
 


 
  2006.09.12  09.31


note to self:no more psychadelics.


annnd ilove aaron :]

 
 


 
  2006.07.31  21.11


my first day of school today was surprisingly really good :) i thought i would have shitty teachers but i don't. and hopefully i graduate ONTIME this year.yee.

 
 


 
  2006.07.26  23.01


I realized today that the reason why i take the boy's side so much,is because i don't feel at all close to any of the girls anymore. I dont know if it is them or me that have changed,but I see them as totally different people now. And to be honest,I dont like it. Well actually,except you Sasha,you coo.

ALSO! i love aaron's chimpmunk face. haha. 
11122222222222 <3



 
 


 
  2006.07.22  11.09


quit starting drama!

 
 


 
  2006.07.18  00.05


today was an adventure! meg,acline,devin,and billy and i watched scanner darkly in sf. SUCH A GOOD MOVIE. god.and bart today was free. yesss.we also got into a free strip club,which was HANOUS!some fat girl came our and once she dropped her skirt we bounced.UHGGG.i also saw all my old friends from unionc ity on bart. it was so weirdd.

we also went to berkeley.it was coo. i saw some old guy fall on bart and i felt hell bad cause he was in hella pain. i hate seeing old people fall or get messed with. their seriously the NICEST people.grr.

i got home and spent time with my aaronnnn. :) love him & his steenkybutt.



 
 


 
  2006.07.16  13.29


so yesterday i had the best birthday ever.
i got to wake up next to aaron & also fall asleep later that night to him too. ALSO,i absolutely loved my sister & moms gifts. makup & see thru underwear.hahah. :)
i had doubts because i heard the boys wer'nt coming,but then acline,clit,& billy showed up at my door with cupcakes. "cupcakes for Cupcake" it was so cute.
then,the girls showed up with a HUGE card and the prettiest flowers.meg,hailey,sasha <3 my three closest friends at the moment.
we just sat at my house deciding plans for a while,then went to rio vista beach. it was shitty but kinda cute?i jus tliked the bamboo. but fuck the red ants.
then we stole some food from safeway and billy made ma  a bbq :) i felt so fucking special. everyione was like "you can do whatever you want,it's your birthday"
i seriously coulnd't ask for any greater friends.the people that were there yesterday i know will be the people that would be there for me when i need them.
and now it's my turn to throw everyone else parties.YOUR NEXT HAILEY!

this morning aaron and i just layed in bed eating honneycomb and watching cartoons.then we got ready,and i took him out to starbucks :) my new found love.
i turned in my application! i want to work there still SO BAD. then aaron went home and meg showed up.we talked about everything from school to childhood memories.
she painted me the pretties picture,i love it.

ah man. :)

 
 


 
  2006.07.11  13.18


i'm so annoyed on how everyone is acting lately. its like the only person that doesn't bug the shit ou of me is aaron.actually,none of the boys really bug me.i swear the heat like gets to girl's heads and makes them complete bitches. everyone needs to just learn how to be happy.


and yes,this entry is hypocritical.



 
 


 
  2006.06.10  18.25


I wish everyday was like today.





:]



 
 


 
  2006.05.24  23.04


my life is getting worse and worse everyday.










and i didn't even realize it until now.

 
 


 
  2006.05.19  09.02


i'm glad im changing and i'm glad im moving on. i didnt show up to aladinos last night because i was drunk and everyone told me not to. so yeah,i lsitened. and i actually dotn give a fuck. cause now i have the motivation i need. i love the seven. and i LOVE the new people i've met.YOU KNWO WHO IM TALKING ABOUT.

 
 


 
  2006.04.14  11.49


all the boys need to calm the fuck down.
nothing even bad happend last night.
KICKBACK.


i want some mexcian food.

 
 


 
  2006.03.27  01.22


i'm going to try to clear my mind so i don't freak out about the little things.
and i'm going to get in touch with my old friends.
because well,they were actually FRIENDS.



 
 


 
  2006.03.24  22.53


so last night aaron and i had a supercool SLEEPOVER at my house.my mom let him spend the night cause..she loves him.and i told her he was hella sick. so we stayed up and watched tv until we fell asleep.and he slept in the guest room and i woke up at 7 and crawled in bed with him.and then we woke up and ate cereal and drank a rockstar and played mario kart for like 4 hours.then i went to work,which actually wasn't too bad.
and now we're taking care of the dogs who piss and shit everywhere.and cuddy has kettle cough. which is like bronchitis?whatever.he's still cute.
i think we're going to leahs tonight.that would be hellacoo,but i dont think aaron's moms coming home tonight.so we'll see what happens.
oh,and wedsday was me and aarons four months. 


HOORAY.

 
 


 
  2006.03.21  23.25


tonight was good :]
i like my work,i`m not quitting.
saw the sickest movie at bryans.
i missed the beginning though.lame.
went home;aaron came over.
we watched tv and went in the hottub.
which was sick as fuck.


and now i`m going to bed.
happy four months.
[in about 40 minutes]

 
 


 
  2006.03.20  12.19


i`m actually happy it`s raining today.
last night work took forever. i worked from 4-9:30.
and we fuckin` close at 8. :[ boo.
but aaron`s staying!and he got a raise.
and brittany brought me a burrito :]

after work aaron and i came to my house.
and watched the last episode of the L word.
which was the best ever.
even though it sucks dana died of cancer.
but it shows a clip of when shane gave her e.
and they were at a tegan and sara concert.
and it was the funniest thing ever.
so yeah,it came on again and i recorded it.
guilty.

and i decided i want to lose 5 pounds. 





Mood: indescribable
 
 


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